When is it really “done” anyway?

I know when I’m “done” with a project, I’m supposed to just leave it alone. Just save those queries, partials, synopsis, and full drafts into a special folder and move on knowing they are safe and secure and ready to go. That way, if someone ever asks for one, I should be ready to BANG, you know, send it back immediately. But I have this nasty habit of second guessing my “done” things, so whenever I get a request for something “done” I get scared. I can’t just reply, attach, and hit send because I’m terrified I’ll be sending something substandard. So then I have to read through the entire synopsis, partial, full before I send it off. While reading through it, I inevitably find grammar and punctuation errors, and OMG, did I really use the wrong their/they’re/there form? DID I NOT MAJOR IN ENGLISH? DID I NOT RUN SPELL CHECK?? THE HORROR! MY 5th GRADE ENGLISH TEACHER WOULD CRINGE! I’M A HACK! A HORRIBLE HACK! Wait… er… this part is pretty good if I do say so myself. Yes, it’s a whole process that I’m starting to realize I do every single time. I’m doing it today on two pieces that I’ve been “done” with for a few years, but for some reason I just can’t stop tweaking sentences and hit send.

The truth is, even your “final” draft isn’t final until it’s actually in print. In all likelihood, I will have many, many more stabs at fixing dumb little bits and pieces, and as long as the bits are really bits – and the story/voice is AWESOME, it’s probably going to be okay.

I’m giving myself the rest of the morning to tweak away. Then I’ll be sending.

One Reply to “When is it really “done” anyway?”

  1. I think it never ends. You are smart to realize that those are only "bits." Good luck with whatever you're sending out.

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